Perception Vs Reality

I’m 6-2 go 2-20 and a half,

I eat caviar for lunch, drink Champaign in bubble baths

Truth is I'm only 5-8

I had a number 5 for lunch, super sized milk shake

Please don't hate.

I mean I got so many haters

Cause I got so many hoes, I'm an O-G, Playa

Ok ok ok I got a couple of niggaz that don't like me

I got caught cheating on my girl, I call & apologize nightly

Funny thing is most of you niggaz just like me

Don't know the difference between your perception & reality

On Facebook, twitter, instagram

you the man

moving bricks & grams

Really u got 4 kids, owe child support, rimmed up a Honda van

Same thing that's internal

is external

I mean the way you see me

is not the way I really be

I look like I sell dope, maybe cause I really did that

So my exterior grabs women I superficially attract

When I say that I'm a poet baby thinking that I rap

When I tell her I got work, she thinking a nigga in the trap

When I ask do you read? She gets offend then shouts back

Do I look like I read? what kind of nigga asks me that?

Heh, a nigga that cares mo bout your goals than if your ass is fat

I perceive that u ain't shit, but I stay talking to her in fact

Reality is I got an attraction to light skinned hood rats

Reality is In 3 weeks I'll be just another nigga in her past

What she sees me to be, that I'm not

But she falls in love

I can never love her, all we do is smoke and fuck

And that Cool for young, but not this one

Her perception says I'm a puddle when I'm the o-cean

See this debacle all falls on me

Perception is, I'm doing all I can to find Ms right

Reality is, I'm wasting all my time fucking Ms wrong

My Muse

You are beautiful...

I wish it was I,

That was the focus of your eyes

I see u alone and think if I

could hold u tight

Keep u warm at night

show u the luxuries of life

But I get ahead of myself, this is REAL FUCKIN life

And Who the fuck are you?

I've never met u, who knows I never will

Even though we from that city, if we wanted we could build

How did I even come across your face

Was it fate?

Was I laced...

I don't even know won't complain

saw your face NOW I'm laced

Your lips look like temptation

A twinkle into the mind of Satan

If desire is a crime then your lips should be forsaken

Your eyes play with me

Telling me what u need

someone to show u what love means

And you’re waiting for me...

Your skin is the canvas I wanna decorate with my tongue

Those tats r the climax like god blew breath n my lungs

And those tits

Are the shit

No need to get elaborate

But u don't know me

And I don't know she

Do I want u? Fuck yes, but I've been down this road before

Someone u lust, just a touch, then like an old toy you ignore

I'm only a man

I try to do the best I can

Too often my best isn't enough

You deserve a man above the mischievous

Or at least u look like it

Most often n life, looks don't go with likes

But the way u look I like

Want to cum every night

Just like night

Wake me up, be my light

that's a dream, this is life

A muse is a niggaz inspiration to write

I laid eyes upon you, it was write at 1st sight