The Forgotten

      The bar is Tavo the situation Cleveland, Ohio. I'm entering with Simon, Arthur and Carlos. The atmosphere looks cloudy tonight I look left and look right. It’s almost shoulder to shoulder; I'm having a dilemma maneuvering around the bar when I see her. The first thing I noticed about her was her eyes. And if Cleopatra was alive this is how I surmised she would epitomize. From there I noticed her skin tone was the complexion of chocolate. Her eyes had an angelic shine; right then and there I knew she captivated my mind.Fuck a Hershey's kiss it's inside her Hershey I want to lick. Lips so thick they could probably suck the gills off a fish. Damn am I staring at her? That will make me look desperate, play it cool, the whole time my ass is nervous.

      Her eyes said "Come and get me nigga!" Her smile made me explained this. Why Adam took the forbidden fruit, but Eve herself couldn't be as fine than this. I change my arrangement from playing the bar, then it hits me, a million things could be wrong.

      Maybe she got a dude, a bar whore just looking some attention. Gas me up won't let me fuck, more or less return nothing but ill intentions. Maybe she's a gold digger, and won't be with me if I make less than 100k. Maybe she's the type of girl that fucks a new nigga everyday? Then again what's in the past is past and she looking like my future. Ever since we locked eyes, I envisioned her in my life. She the blueprint without a copy, shit its love at first sight

      I walk up to her, establish myself she says her name is Essence, like the magazine. We talk until the bar closes; it's time to go she is my sleeve.

      I was ready to get in my shit, but baby girl said let’s take hers. Its summer time inside the M5 no woman fucking with her. We continue the conversation without any hesitation I ask her to spend the night with me. She tells me she shouldn't but she can't deny the chemistry. I told her the way I see, from here on out it's just you and me. She tells she would like to believe but niggas just talk to open knees. I said not me, she said ok buddy we'll see.

      On the way home I'm drinking from her neck, rubbing on her clit. She petitioning me to stop, I ask does it feel good. "Yeah!" then no, I'm not. Didn't I reveal her measurements? Petite chest but those thighs and ass, would make your momma remember, baby cold as December.

      Anyway I damn near broke the door off the hinges when my keys halted my progress. I didn’t even inform you what she had on. It doesn't much matter I must confess. Her black blouse was formed like a v in the front, but buttoned in the back. But it outlined around the waist so you knew she wasn't fat. On top of that, she had on a red mini-skirt every chick to her looked like dirt

      One hand under her dress, one hand on her back then I lift her up. Lay her down on my counter and baby is dessert. She tells me "Stop! We can’t do this! Please you don’t understand!" I tell her calm down love I’m not like any other man. Sucked her damn near to sleep, she had legs of a dead woman. I carry her to bedroom, king size you know how we do. My technique is so unique, I softly speak, “You'll never want another nigga boo.”

      She asking me to stop, but I sucked the fight of that shit. She couldn’t do anything but spread and get the business. She the mother of my kids, I could see the fence and its picket. I could see us at the altar saying vows like God had meant it. The sex left me mesmerized, what can I say? That type of sex that leaves you high. I'm too drained for round two but she sleep so she can sympathize.

      I get awaken to some great conversation! At least that's what I call a mouth to dick copulation. She tells me she enjoyed last night and what will things be like? Will I attest to be just another nigga or a shiny armor black knight? I give her a kiss goodbye my hands on her thighs, I know she thinking I'm one hell of a guy. The rest of the day I felt I could fly, finally realizing the meaning of cloud nine.

      Fifteen hours pass by me and my niggas are in the Velvet Lounge. That’s when I seen her, I'm blown like New Orleans she Katrina. The first thing I noticed was her lips looked sweet. Looking succulent as Kerry Washington lips couldn't compete. From there I observed her skin tone reminded me of Appollonia. Redbone sexy as hell, want to love you ‘til your interior swells... with my seed. It didn't need to shine; right then and there I knew she had to be mine. Ass isn't fat so what? With those D's her body bang more than enough. I'm in love with this girl, she is who I want. 

      Next a Boricua wraps her arm around me. She sighs, "Let go to my address baby. I’ve been missing you like crazy! Last time I seen you, I swore I was your lady." I curved to look her in her eyes, this girl looks familiar. I couldn't recall her name and her ass looked bitter.

      "Hello nigga Jennifer! You don't remember Jennifer? Met you about a year ago, every other day you like to scoop and fuck Jennifer! Nigga you remember you JUST AIN'T SHIT!" Funny thing I didn't, I promise to God I didn't. As I'm walking to the bathroom I see this sexy ass dame. So I asked, "What's your name?" "Nigga you know my name! It's Essence stop playing!"

    

Slaves of Men

I love you momma listen, but you don't seem to you love yourself. You fucked that nigga didn't you? You thought I was sleep when he up and left. You think I didn’t notice, because I'm only 6 years old. I observed it all mommy you'll understand when I get old. When I don't respect women cause I never respected you. I never knew my father because he didn’t want shit to do with you. And I'm not saying he was right

cause God knows that nigga's wrong. Nobody wants to wife you momma pussy so easy why even put panties on.

I mean momma listen, you fucked 17 niggas this month! You could've hid them from me but you let me meet everyone. Even let that nigga Rodney watch me, behind your back he calling you a slut. And he got pedophile ways; he put his finger in my butt. But I didn’t know how to tell you, you so in love with that nigga. You always tell me to be quiet, you either fucking or on the phone with a nigga. So I stay silent praying to God that I get bigger quicker. Cause he with me while you working, Fingers in my booty hole hurting. They aren’t really fingers momma I feel disgusting while he squirting.

           

Good thing it's just in your ways to have a new dick every three to five days. I didn't suffer too long, can we just move on? It's kind of hard huh? Cause when I get older I'm always going to hate you. If you had to suck dick for dope I’m not ever going to serve you. All cause I never told you... But our relationship never was that. You had a man to raise, instead you rather raise a man so he could pound that.

Why did you even have me momma? I wonder were you trying keep a nigga? But you were fucking so much you got pregnant by the wrong nigga? Maybe I was an accident; did you think you needed love? That's a fucking lie, the only thing you love is to fuck. What was it all worth? I got 3 brothers and a baby sister. All my brothers are in jail cause they don’t give a fuck and thinks that no one cares. As for my baby sister it must be in the genes cause the whole hood hit her. You got five kids and none of us has amounted to shit… just like you. You didn't have anything to do with that momma, now did you?

           

            It’s disgusting at 56 that you still run by dick. That’s been your whole life, didn’t you ever want to be a man’s wife? Have a family with a husband? A picket fence and a yard? Who am I fooling you can’t see past the dick up in your draws or the balls. Bitches like you disgust me. We used to run trains on girls like you call it a track meet. We never took you to met parents or our house we fucked in the backseat. My best friend asked me what happens to bitches like you. They get old, unattractive then begin to shrivel up until they can no longer be used. They are slaves to the dick, so they end up like dicks do.

Viewed from Wandering Eyes

            I really love you and want to spend my whole life with you. You the only woman I think about I can't wait until you my wife its truth. Baby, could you just sit down with me a second. So I can explain what I go through, I hope you can respect it.

            I can't smile at a woman, without her getting bold. When I was single it wasn't like that, now my dick is gold. Even worse, every woman that I meet seems to know. And the only way they can mine my shit is with a hoe.... So they play that role…. It's like when we role playing... except the lady cop isn’t you, it's a cop who's a lady that I'm banging. When I'm with another woman you take it personal when it’s only lust. See a woman cheats from need when a nigga cheats to nut. And just because I fuck her doesn't mean that I'm in love, or in lust. I don't trust no hoe, just trying bust and get up. I wish you understood when I share my thoughts, fears and tears. That's proof that I’m in love. When we touch it's not a fuck baby girl that's making love. When I'm with another girl I think of her as a slut, that’s what she is. I'm disrespectful to her as fuck. There is no love between us.

            I mean I'm not an all out, fuck anything, dog ass nigga. I'm telling you about Jenna, yeah your best friend Jenna. How when you go to work, she come by saying she thought your ass was home. But your car isn’t in the driveway and y'all always on the phone. One day she came by on some trying to get fucked good shit. I told you about telling that bitch about my dick down tricks. How when I’m standing up I hold you down by the waist while you on your stomach. Half of you wants to throw it back the other half gets to running. You must've told her the night after cause that bitch came a running. Saying her washing machine doesn’t work. Then she might as well wash what she got on. Now she in your kitchen in a bra and boy shorts. Then she came close, “I see you wanting this pussy just as much as I want that dick. I need you to fuck me right now, Kim won't know shit, and I can keep a secret.” Baby you know me, back shots be my weakness, you must've told her that too. Bent over the counter and that pussy told a nigga come and get this. I ran and locked myself in the bathroom until that ho left. See I know my limits at times baby but I can't trust myself.

I prostrate myself before you, asking for forgiveness but rolling your neck and eyes. Here you go with this shit. With you it's never enough! I give you my mind it's my dick that got the problem. You don’t understand! It's like how you need to feel you the only woman in the world. Well I need to feel that every woman wants me in their world. I just came to you like a man and told you what the love of your life has to deal with. What I speak to you is my life! I came home to you every muthafucking night. I payed the bills and house note when your employment couldn't get right. Now that you doing well and shit, you going to put my ass to the bench? I could've kept silent and not said shit. Keep sleeping around but I thought we was soul mates on that Barack and Michelle shit. You just like any other bitch that finds out her man is cheating, quick to leave him. Not all circumstances are the same I love you! I'll do anything to make this up to you! A new car? House? Diamond rings, earrings, necklace however I can get taken back. I go to counseling please, just promise me you won’t leave. Can’t you see it isn’t me? I am living with a disease. I’m too charming for my own good. Too sexy? Maybe it’s just our hood don’t want to see us together. You the only girl I love, just not the only girl I fuck.