I really love you and want to spend my whole life with you. You the only woman I think about I can't wait until you my wife its truth. Baby, could you just sit down with me a second. So I can explain what I go through, I hope you can respect it.
I can't smile at a woman, without her getting bold. When I was single it wasn't like that, now my dick is gold. Even worse, every woman that I meet seems to know. And the only way they can mine my shit is with a hoe.... So they play that role…. It's like when we role playing... except the lady cop isn’t you, it's a cop who's a lady that I'm banging. When I'm with another woman you take it personal when it’s only lust. See a woman cheats from need when a nigga cheats to nut. And just because I fuck her doesn't mean that I'm in love, or in lust. I don't trust no hoe, just trying bust and get up. I wish you understood when I share my thoughts, fears and tears. That's proof that I’m in love. When we touch it's not a fuck baby girl that's making love. When I'm with another girl I think of her as a slut, that’s what she is. I'm disrespectful to her as fuck. There is no love between us.
I mean I'm not an all out, fuck anything, dog ass nigga. I'm telling you about Jenna, yeah your best friend Jenna. How when you go to work, she come by saying she thought your ass was home. But your car isn’t in the driveway and y'all always on the phone. One day she came by on some trying to get fucked good shit. I told you about telling that bitch about my dick down tricks. How when I’m standing up I hold you down by the waist while you on your stomach. Half of you wants to throw it back the other half gets to running. You must've told her the night after cause that bitch came a running. Saying her washing machine doesn’t work. Then she might as well wash what she got on. Now she in your kitchen in a bra and boy shorts. Then she came close, “I see you wanting this pussy just as much as I want that dick. I need you to fuck me right now, Kim won't know shit, and I can keep a secret.” Baby you know me, back shots be my weakness, you must've told her that too. Bent over the counter and that pussy told a nigga come and get this. I ran and locked myself in the bathroom until that ho left. See I know my limits at times baby but I can't trust myself.
I prostrate myself before you, asking for forgiveness but rolling your neck and eyes. Here you go with this shit. With you it's never enough! I give you my mind it's my dick that got the problem. You don’t understand! It's like how you need to feel you the only woman in the world. Well I need to feel that every woman wants me in their world. I just came to you like a man and told you what the love of your life has to deal with. What I speak to you is my life! I came home to you every muthafucking night. I payed the bills and house note when your employment couldn't get right. Now that you doing well and shit, you going to put my ass to the bench? I could've kept silent and not said shit. Keep sleeping around but I thought we was soul mates on that Barack and Michelle shit. You just like any other bitch that finds out her man is cheating, quick to leave him. Not all circumstances are the same I love you! I'll do anything to make this up to you! A new car? House? Diamond rings, earrings, necklace however I can get taken back. I go to counseling please, just promise me you won’t leave. Can’t you see it isn’t me? I am living with a disease. I’m too charming for my own good. Too sexy? Maybe it’s just our hood don’t want to see us together. You the only girl I love, just not the only girl I fuck.
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